although i wonder who the heck would come around reading my blog i am thinking about what am going to say next and not about the spellings or the keys am going to hit or about how my brain is really processing and churning out information or how my hands are really typing. the technique is simple and has been absorbed by the system and the focus is on the thought i want to communicate. ok enough now i'd cut it
so maybe i have been to way too many way to loud gigs and jams that now am like REALLY woried about my hearing and ears. every time i talk on the phone my right ear rings up bad big time :( this now in addition to the ringing i have to h/bear when i am in silent surroundings..... often i have to have to turn on a fan or any continuous sound source to fade off the ringing. its not really bad but its bad. i am being careful but these ear plugs i have are'nt so great although they are an industry standard somewhat. they are not so comfortable and hell they really effect the tones i need to be careful about so meh it boils down to the choice; deafen out a little bit more or turn blind to the tones. tough choices really tough! what good is music if you cant hear and what good would be hearing if you cant hear the details :S

ok now look honestly (here is a confession *thunderolls and SFX*) i dont know what blogging is like meant to be, nor that i care really, but i thought i'd rather let the WWW know this fact. so perhaps am writing in here because it was meant. alright then, until later sometime

midnight it is

what do i write?
anything!

anything is a good word. ok? so i am still trying to get around writing a blog, does being sleepy make you feel like a retard sometimes too? the throat hurts and the tone is just not right... i changed the strings but the new ones are too bright to sound good with an overdrive ok but i still want an acoustic bass and four hundred pedals. the black sabbath poster on my wall is comming off, need an alternative to the pos double sided tape i used.
anyway lets now see how does this really look like?

ok so it looks ok..... am off for the night! maybe not